It seems that every difficulty is around me this days. I thought I am just having bouts of useless anxiety. But here I am now, worrying and palpitating over a laptop that would not show anything but blackness. Where am I going to get money for repair? Telling this mishap to my parents would make a week or two of sermons. I’d rather not tell them and solve this problem on my own. I can do this, with God’s help of course. I don’t want to put my mother and father in stress again like I did when I lost my first laptop.