Lately, I have been trying to pray and talk to our God. Whether this is just some kind of ningas-kugon act again or not, that I don’t know. But right now, I am enjoying it. I am enjoying my weekends even if I am alone because I can talk to our God without distractions. Different people are inspiring me to do this. Why am I doing it? Probably because I have exhausted all my efforts to do good. And I am already tired of fighting temptations. It’s indeed ironic that I chose this better path, instead of just living in darkness, always afraid and prone to the occasions of sin. I cannot guarantee freedom from sin, I am after all a certified sinner. But to our God I pray, I have to live my life more meaningfully.